So, I’ve decided to start a new tumblr (which is a big deal since I’ve literally had tumblr since 2007 and many different blogs…) but this one will be very different.
It will be about my struggles, the demons in my head from my brother killing himself. My own struggles with suicide from a very young age. The attempts and the failures. My child hood trama. Being rapped twice. Being assaulted and robbed and almost dying….
It’s going to show how I fight to live through each day. The struggles, the hopes, the waves of grief. Its going to be very raw and real. It will be very sad and happy and angry all at the same time.
It will show you how as a 24 year old women… how barely dealing with all this pain has affected my life as a daughter, friend and aunt.
It will be good reflecting and both self realizing.
For the 2nd time in my life I am going to have therapy and NOT give up.
You can follow my journey or not. For those of my friends that follow it, most of you already know these things. I open up to some of you and to others you have no clue what I deal with.
Anyways it will be titled World of Hurt.
Thanks and maybe it can help you heal as well… if any of these things have happened to you. There will be no judging, just love and understanding.